That isn't how this works.

[Pen shakes her head, holding tight to whatever cloth she can.]

It's a timer. When it runs out, if she hasn't finished her...I don't know...mission...I guess? She turns. And someone has to stop her. She might come back to life, like anyone on Retrospec might, but...I don't think there's a way to break the curse.

She doesn't remember it.