I do. Well. I think it's just a side effect, more than something they are actively doing.

[Pen scrubs her hands over her face, trying to keep her voice steady and failing miserably. Tears start to leak out into her palms as she comes apart, just thinking about it bringing back scads of horrid memories.]

I should've known things...were getting too good when I got this body. Equal...good to go with equal...bad.